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Months went by.
I can't even tell if I was truly alive those three months.
I became an empty shell, a jail to my own mind and a dead soul.

I only had the painting on my walls as company.
My parents, gone
my only two friends, gone
Matthew, placed in the back of my head, as a guardian angel, but in real life, gone.
My job was just an endless action. Every day I saw these people with their fake smiles, pretending to have a perfect life and a perfect family.
And school definitely gone
My coworkers.. Poor things, just wanted to be saved from all this pain, as much as I wanted to. But my pain was just worse.  Every night, I would stand in front of the big mirror, but I wouldn't be looking at it, only when I was sure, that the monster looking back at me, was gone. But when I finally looked it was still there. It looked at me with black eyes, pale and scarred skin. Dark, slimy hair would frame it and cover what lied beneath. It scared the hell out of me, but it scared me even more when I remembered, the monster was me.
Time stood still. When I wasn't working I just... Existed. I ate when I remembered to do, 'cause I had forgot to remind myself, and I didn't remember very often. I lived in a dark fog all the fucking time, and it seemed to suck all of my life energy. Some nights, I would go to the park and just stand there, looking up to the sky and see all the shining stars, and wishing I was up there.

For you to understand, I will fill in the blank spaces.
I went to the bar that night with Cassidy. I did leave it with her so that I could get home and rest, but when I walked out the door, it felt like the worst thing in the world. I felt I had left my heart with him, this guy I didn't know at all. Before my eyes, he was a beautiful stranger, but in my heart it felt like he was my soul mate. Sounds like a fucking  fairy tale. And I do not like fairy tales.
Anyway, I couldn't let this change slip away, so I turned around and walked back inside. I walked straight in his direction, my feet were moving fast, my heart was about to explode. And suddenly I tripped in my stupid, old converse. I smashed my head into the table he was sitting by, so yeah amazing second impression right there. Nailed it.
For you to understand, I will fill in the blank spaces.
I went to the bar that night with Cassidy. I did leave it with her so that I could get home and rest, but when I walked out the door, it felt like the worst thing in the world. I felt I had left my heart with him, this guy I didn't know at all. Before my eyes, he was a beautiful stranger, but in my heart it felt like he was my soul mate. Sounds like a fucking  fairy tale. And I do not like fairy tales.
Anyway, I couldn't let this change slip away, so I turned around and walked back inside. I walked straight in his direction, my feet were moving fast, my heart was about to explode. And suddenly I tripped in my stupid, old converse. I smashed my head into the table he was sitting by, so yeah amazing second impression right there. Nailed it.
For you to understand, I will fill in the blank spaces.
I went to the bar that night with Cassidy. I did leave it with her so that I could get home and rest, but when I walked out the door, it felt like the worst thing in the world. I felt I had left my heart with him, this guy I didn't know at all. Before my eyes, he was a beautiful stranger, but in my heart it felt like he was my soul mate. Sounds like a fucking  fairy tale. And I do not like fairy tales.
Anyway, I couldn't let this change slip away, so I turned around and walked back inside. I walked straight in his direction, my feet were moving fast, my heart was about to explode. And suddenly I tripped in my stupid, old converse. I smashed my head into the table he was sitting by, so yeah amazing second impression right there. Nailed it.
The next thing that happen was kinda blurry for me, but something about Cassidy sending me with a cap, and Matthew who insisted to go with me. Home.
First of all.. Cassidy knows me very well, but technical he could be some sort of psychopath, just saying.
Anyway, we got home. He had somehow managed to drag me up the stairs and lay me in bed, and as soon as my head hit the pillow, everything just went black.
When I woke up again, I had been away for about two hours. It was in the middle of the night, and my apartment had this weird, yet peaceful atmosphere. I looked around and finally saw him sitting in the corner with a serious expression, looking at me. His crystal eyes were glowing in the dark. I couldn't look away and just gazed. He then got up and approached me.
Stay Alive, page 7
Oh yeah, feels great to finally write again! Pleaseee tell me what you think, the gramma is nothing to cheer about, but tell me what you think of the content. Thank you. And.. the next page is going to be hooot so stay tuned!
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I know I have a story that isn't finished yet, unfortuneately, but I have had this creepy dream (last week) and then it hit me.. It could be a GREAT short story. I don't now when, but in the nearest furture, I'll give this a shot and see how it'll work out. Stay chilled out there.

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Maria Yedgarian Andersen
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
Denmark
Hi, my name is Maria and i am 17 years old. I love to ride and draw horses (digital and traditional).
Im here at Deviantart because I would like to get some inspiration and become better at drawing. :)

Favourite genre of music: Rock, Indie, Alternative
Faveourite actors: Viggo Mortensen, Kristen Stewart, Jim Carrey and Eddie Murphy
Favourite writer: Stephenie Meyer.
Favourite books: The Twilight Saga, Golak, the dead country.
Favourite style of art: Traditional and digital
Favourite animal: Horses, of course
Favourite thing to do: Drawing and listen to music.
Favourite movie: The lord of the rings!!!:heart:
Favourite genre: Fantasy!:la:





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livecuriously Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the :+fav: I'm exited about viewing your gallery - I adore horses as well as enjoy drawing them :happybounce: 
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Maritse Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I can see you are pretty active, thank you, and thank you for all your nice comments, made my day!^^
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hexameryx Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ahhh thanks for the fav! You have a really nice gallery !
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Maritse Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hehe, you are welcome, and thank you!
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AralisJ Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the fave! :D
Have a nice day!
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Maritse Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You are welcome, and thank you for the llama :)
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AralisJ Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
My pleasure! 
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hieronymus83 Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the fav
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Arkus83 Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2014  Professional General Artist
Thank you for the watch ! :D
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Maritse Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Well thank YOU for the llama! xD
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